Realitivity

I have this problem of letting prospective of relativity slip away from me. It generally causes a fair amount of depression because everything is so apparently shit. With out human assigned worth or godly or any other there is no point and how can you be happy with anything when nothing satisfies any conditions (being in this state there are no conditions). So today was a mix of that feeling. It was a struggle I just hope to keep away from that though. Oh well what can I do about it. Don't lose your prospective is all I have to say. It feels like the slip n slide to the mental institute.